Dies Insanire

As darkness seeps out to play
The blind twin gods forgotten
Whisper through the cracks of mind
Of the flesh bereaved and rotten

Smear each thread of dream with bile
Blessing cheeks with sadness
Bringing forth all that is wicked and vile
Until all that is left is madness

The serpent coiled ‘round twisted spine
Retreats down to the roots
The poisoned cup that should be wine
fermented forbidden fruits

It screams as it falls, It who once was man
As rot reaps muscle and bone
An outstretched desperate bony hand
In the end it dies alone

The world is to begin

Strange words stemming from a Facebook game and I ended up with the title. And now I found it on a note cleaning a HDD
It was one of those times when I suddenly had a song or atleast the lyrics. I have never tried to sing it or even put it into a melody. Here it is anyways:

You took All the broken pieces

Trying to start again

You looked So lost and lonely

As if this was the end

And I watched you In the mirror

Trying to explain

That all the things That lay around you

Were just pieces of your pain


Turn your back Leave it be

And walk on Towards the sea

Throw away This worthless load

And walk on The winding road


The world is to begin

Not end my friend

And remember restriction is sin

There is always time to mend

It is to begin


The chords Never changed

But the melody was broken

Still you played Tried to save

things that wouldn´t come again


all the words all the truths

all the things best left unspoken

turned a lover to a fool

and a mirrorman insane




She sang to me (and told me no)

She sang to me
My sister Death
Of life and loss and sorrow
Her words bittersweet
My sister Death
Of a place with no memory or ´morrow


She spoke to me
my sister Death
whispered of dust and lace
Traced my scabs
My sister Death
And kissed my broken face

She told me no
My sister Death
And brought me to the floor
And I cried out to
My sister Death
As I could bear no more


Walking with Mind


As I walk a way
My mind trails my shadow

Buzzes around
sneaking in and out

tugging at my concentration
beating down my soul

Hey, it calls
Hey, it nags
Listen, I know what you are trying to do

It won’t work you know

Are you listening to me?


As I walk on and walk a Way
I leave behind…

For a while

A while of empty silence and then silence and then…

Hey, wait up
Why did you leave me there?
you shouldn’t have

I walk on and walk a way and think of water and stone and circles

and mind is lost in the rain

and mind is watching the stones in the water

and mind is lost in the joy of the circle

I walk a Way and mind is lost




And then…

Mind breaks in – rushes in

filling me with image after image after image


Mind rage is my rage and jaws clench

and fists harden and

I am no longer walking a way but towards

towards in anger

towards in unrest

Mind is happy to be mind and fist is fist is red mist…

and then…

Water and Stone and Circle are all known to mind

And so…


Word dropped
word whispered
word washed and repeated

Words in circles in spirals in water and in stone
Mind in words running and playing and finally loses itself

I walk a Way and silence and word speak

And so

A touch at my shoulder a warmth by my side
I walk a Way and the path is suddenly open

The Way – A way – a Way – away

I walk in silence and word

a way